I was thinking today, that we've lived here in Maryland for almost a year. Then I was thinking...that means that it's been almost 1 year since I've seen my Daddy. It's been 345 days since I saw him smile at me. 345 days since I kissed him Goodbye. 345 days since I hugged him and felt his arms around me.
So much has happened in this 345 days. One thing hasn't changed...just how much my heart aches that HE is not here anymore. I am assuming that one day, someday, it won't feel like somone's kicked me in the chest. I am assuming that one day the memories will quit flooding and the tears will only come when we laugh so hard about the great memories we have. I am assuming that only by the Grace of our Dear Sweet Lord, I will get to hug him...again.
Come Sweet Jesus, Come!
2 comments:
oh Nan...I hate it so much. I pray for you every day. It hurts me so much too. Know i'm here for you, always! :) He is among us...I promise :) Lucas plays with him a lot and just last night Pop Pop was tickling him as he fell asleep! God is good...you will see him again.
xoxo
Sab
How can it hurt soooo much???
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